30 April 2012

...she.will.be.loved...

I'm a dark mother fucker. no doubts about that period... but don't think there isn't a hopeless romantic who believes in fairytales, happily ever after- and that "knight" who will sweep me off my feet and we will get lost in eachother. I'm not looking for him- and he's not looking for me... but when we spot each other- Bonnie will have met her Clyde- and that's what a real ride or die is...

snap.happy.hookers

people don't pay you to take your photo... but they do love to use it to sell it print it, bastardize it like the object they try to make you. they left that whole section of business morals and integrity out of my four years of Otis... fuckers. Xx the high matinenance alcoholic that can't hold her composure (some judgemental holier than thoughs words... not mine...- but like my mom said (rest her soul, five year anniversary today).... people's opinion of me in none of my business... what becomes my business is when a fucktard that had a hit five years ago says that to one of my best girlfriends and then calls it LAME that I dont go home with him... fuck you sir. I am not now nor ever will be a whore- I'm no silver medal and if anything I feel sorry for you... look in the mirror and tell me do you like what you see... Robert Plant articulated that perfectly. congrats for snapping photos... what a task indeed. you're welcome sir. hold onto those desperate 18-25 year old age demographic of desperate bitches... you forget I am an artist as well- and the one time I told the world my respect for your work- well... you are welcome, fucking welcome beyond belief welcome. chilvary isn't dead- but the men whom speak of it the most... funny enough are the ones who talk the most shit about you with a smile to your face... how ugly indeed...

...day.of.the.dead...

29 April 2012

freakshow

window shopping may be a term that you use when you want to peruse the streets and check out new styles... but windows are an artist's showcase of ideas concepts and fantasies we have in our heads when we do an actual full theatrical display... my head asst Dine hasn't had a big stage yet- and when I started talking to Playmates on Hollywood Blvd, the adorable yet confused hispanic owner Arenna about doing her window displays for this insane inspiration I had... whether she thinks I'm mental- or is excited... I don't really care- I can't wait to show you my stage... Xx bella

22 April 2012

21 April 2012

...where.have.all.the.children.gone...



from the age of 5.. I lived and put it all on the dance floor.... every since I was 8 years old- my dream was to be a professional ballerina or a fashion designer... both are beautiful artistic ways to express yourself- and when I see a piece of art that really moves me... I love for people to see and appreciate other artists. Abby Lee Miller may be perceived as many things- but I only see her as one thing and one thing only... she's an artist with vision... and she doesn't give a fuck what others think otherwise. I love that... enjoy this beautiful piece of art...

Xx bellarina